when?

when did the sparks stop flying?
when did i stop trying?
when did the heart stop beating?
when did the lights go out?
when did my eyes close shut?
when did i stop breathing?
when did the truth seem scarier?
when did i start to lose faith?
when did i question us?
when did life start falling apart?
when did it hit me hard?
when did i realize the truth unheard?
when did my memory cease to remind me?
when did giving up became a priority?
when did i finally become me?
when? when? when?