Its funny how I am feeling these days,
Lying on my bed, day after day,
I am perfectly normal, I say,
But I doubt myself, in every little way.

I felt a tremor in my dream last night,
But I felt it in reality too, I swear to it,
and the only one shaken is me,
and my fine sugarcoated lies.

staring at the white walls,
m thinking things that shouldn't be thought,
i am desperate now to freeze the clock,
maybe, just maybe, i am not normal anymore...

~16:52