she

and as she lay upon the sheets of hope,
silent sobs escaped her throat,
tears just ran down her pretty face,
she cared not of the mess she made.

closed her eyes in vain she tried,
to shut off the images that came blurring by,
those happy days when laughter ruled,
and sadness was just a noun she knew.

she felt how the coldness embraced her,
while the hurt throb and slit her apart,
her disillusioned mind gave nothing away,
and in truth she lost everything.

and now she clung to her only hope,
be this a dream she will awake to,
let laughter rule her only world,
yet she knew, oh yes she knew...

~23:18 *** 09.02.2015~