Tell me

Tell me what  you call these?
Days i spend drooling over his,
Tell me what you name it?
The crazy days i go insane,
Tell me how to say things,
Those things that can start a fire,
Tell me if what i am doing,
is not so bad, that i am living.

If i tell you that m dying,
a little everyday,
If i tell you m done trying,
my best to find my way,
if i tell you of those dark moments,
that steal my happiness away,
if i tell the simple truth,
now would you run away?