~ I stood a feet or two away,
From the man i think of everyday.
My smile it stretched,
and covered my face,
A thumping heart,
that's full on pace.
With passion burning hot in flames,
Thoughts running wild again,
When this man before me stands,
With my heart on his hands,
 He holds my love,
High as the sky above. ~

23.11.13

~ It comes to me so easily,
Draws out from me the air i breathe,
Instead it crawls inside of me,
Shadows of shapes i've never seen,
Taking me to places i haven't been,
I fight with some strength unknown,
As i scream out loud words unheard,
But closer it comes to clutching my heart,
Squeezing out the last breath i got.
With hands on my chest, i lay very still,
My vision a blur, a rustic darkness,
I gasped for air,
As i shook in fear,
And my eyes flung open,
To see myself on the floor,
So still and so stiff,
I lay with my hands on my heart,
That laid silent with me on the floor ~

11.19.13

Nature-my energy reviver

I like it wet and cool and breezy,

The smell of earth after a light shower,

The feel of the softness beneath my feet,

They warm my heart oh so very completely.

I like the green fresh scenery before me,

They revive my energy and lighten my head,

Erase my frowns and anger and hatred,

Nothing like their sweetness does,

Nothing more can awe me at all.

I like the thrill pulling at my heart strings,

When each lightening strikes the dark grey skies,

And the angry roar that follows them,

It makes me wonder beyond my thoughts.

Nature needs not a single caress,

Nor speak no words to my human ears,

But her beauty speaks to me volumes,

As she whispers to me the secrets of life,

And with such ease and such charisma,

She always does enough to revive in me,

The strength to stand on my own feet,

The power to move on and be upbeat,

Quenches my thirst with enough memories,

To last a lifetime with full of energy!

Dechen Pelki

Forever 19

Staring at the screen before me displaying the Google search engine page, I could not think of anything to search. Horoscope? Miley Cyrus? I had already browsed them and I wasn’t going to again. Maybe a little more about horoscope. There! Nothing interesting. Then my cursor accidentally hit the Mayan button.

I read about the Mayans and then the most dreaded information about the world ending in 2012. Wait a minute. IT IS 2012!!! And we’re all dying! I’m never going to be 20! I’ll be 19 forever!

Ever since I was little, I dreamt of being 20 and all of my wishes in my to-do-list would begin with ‘when I turn 20…’s. I wanted to visit every place in our country, every holy place and then move on to travelling around the world. Then I wanted to sing on stage and play my guitar like a rock star and have people applauding so loud for me, screaming my name. And do something to help the world, save the environment and the people. For my late twenties, I planned on opening a library and then a flower shop.

I was going to do that all in 10 years time- from when I turn 20. A part of me did not want to agree with this whole Mayan thing. I have been turning a deaf ear to everyone around me fretting about it but now that I read the article, listened to the news about acres and acres of forest being burnt by fire, floods and earthquakes striking countries, I’m starting to believe it. What if because of this Mayan prediction that people are actually starting to think that more such natural disasters are occurring whereas they have been occurring way before this? I considered that possibility too.

But the weight was heavier on me still never turning 20. In this case I may consider making a new to-do-list. It would then begin like this ‘if I never turn 20…’. I still do not like the sound of it. With only a few months left, I am not sure I can do much or anything at all from my list. I felt my head swell and beat like a drum. I needed to think straight. So I turn off the monitor and look outside.

Then I see people going about their own activities and being concerned about anything but this. Even I have been doing the same before reading this article, a perfectly normal life with perfectly normal plans for when I turn 20. So I say a little prayer (just in case). Thank god I may not be forever 19. I smile and remember something I wanted to add to my list.

1. . . .

2. . . .

. . . .

. . . .

. . . .

17. When I turn 20 …. ;)

~Dechen Pelki

4.7.12~

You & Me

Sometime ago when i met you,
I was someone different and so were you.
And when you opened your heart,
Then i knew that it was you....
You that i've been waiting for,
Words to say and things to do,
Like it was only me and you...

Come today and i'm still into you,
As I see right through your eyes,
The heart that stole each part of me,
It makes me believe that we could be,
Holding onto eachother till the end of time,
And When time stands still, you'll still have me....

I'm an open book for you to see,
How raw and fresh my blood runs for thee,
For the person that i am today,
I shall be the same tomorrow and everyday.
Because i've found the reason to live,
And all you need to do is believe...

When you're with me, we shall be free,
With our fingers entwined together,
And our souls entangled forever,
We are all that we will see,
Like it was only you and me....


Dechen Pelki :)