Beautiful complexities

She has come across a lot of complexities. And she is one of them. She has a complex mind that even herself can not understand. She is like the flower that couldn't bloom, the star that refuses to shine and like the heart that denies any form of love. She is so lost in her thoughts of the could haves and could be's. And then she thinks of how nothing really matters. Her soul demands to float in the air and dance with the spirits. She is so complex that people find her beautiful, not knowing what is going through her...the storm that rages too much a disastrous pain.
♡pelki

Breaking up

I wanna hate you,
Despise you,
I don't wanna be nice,
I don't wanna be friends,
I wanna hate you,
Because this is the only way,
I will ever get over you.

I wanna forget you,
Forget our kisses,
I don't wanna love you,
I don't wanna be friends,
I wanna hate you,
Because this is the only way,
I will ever get over you.

Will I ever get over you? :(

My poetic self

I am the most poetic when I am sad,
When I am a broken piece of hell,
And the world around me spins in tears,
Then am I the most poetic self.

I am the most poetic because I am,
In a situation I never saw myself in,
When I hoped of better days before me,
With people I had hoped to be with.

I am the most poetic when I am sad,
I can spill my emotions in black and white,
To ease the bloody screaming wounds,
And the heart that's burning in fires blue.

I am the most poetic when I am sad,
When I am in the worst of my state,
Shattered dreams and stormy days,
It still helps calm the rain away.